Could counseling help?

Well of course counseling can help. But only if you allow yourself to receive the help. With all of the things you list, it may seem like a lot, but those are just symptoms. Once you allow yourself to deal with the cause or causes, you will have more control over the symptoms. May I suggest going to a facility in the summer, don't worry about costs, you need this more than anything. Who cares about rent, groceries, elecrtic bill, gas, etc when you aren't here to use them anyway.Your life is precious, and you have a lot to share and offer. We all do, that's why we are on earth.